i need to be on a team again. where we train together. push each other. fight together. win together. cry together. i miss that way of life. and i'm actually envious of that camaraderie on The Biggest Loser.
eyes on the prize. sheer drive.
oh dear, what can i do baby's in black and i'm feeling blue.
perfection at 11:04 PM
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Friday, April 24, 2009
exams start tomorrow. and here i am. being frustrated about not being able to change my blog's scrollbars.
in my life-to-do-list. do a good version of Queen's "Somebody To Love".
crying and wailing is a very poor and degrading method to get one's way. children should learn that.
i'm still figuring. what it is about this sem.
is this whats gonna happen when we start going to work. the increasingly lacklustre conversations. the constant monitoring of late nights. the un-ignorable traces of weariness. when i was young and we didnt give a damn. cause we were raised to see life as fun and take it if we can.
finally got my saxophone fixed. everyone will get to see it tomorrow. oh, it keeps time for me.
got no feel, i got no rhythm i just keep losing my beat can anybody find me somebody to love.
perfection at 3:51 PM
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Friday, April 17, 2009
so all along, it has been "suck it up".
uncanny. and the ironic thing is. i'm supposed to complete the notes for Chapter 14 of my developmental psychology module by today. title of chapter: the family.
similar does not imply exact sameness. dont misconstrue.
i'm so high, i can hear heaven i'm so high, i can hear heaven oh but heaven no, heaven dont hear me.
perfection at 11:06 PM
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Wednesday, April 08, 2009
thanks, zhao. you really made my day. or rather, whatever was left of the night.
one only sets oneself up for probable rejection by proposing my attendance at fun and distracting events during this period leading up to the examinations. because, contrary to popular belief, i am a hardcore striver of excellence, not an indiscriminate pursuer of pleasure. nevertheless, such invitations are warmly welcomed. they serve as friendly reminders of a life led by my superhero alter-ego.
nocturnal emissions. ha, what a euphemism.
all the leaves are brown and the sky is grey i've been for a walk on a winter's day.
perfection at 11:45 PM
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Saturday, April 04, 2009
selfish immortality.
when you lay your abilities down like that. they either get admired. or trampled upon.
oh for goodness sake. gimme a break. cease all attempts that have come to naught.
what would be perfect right now. is a nice, warm cup of chocolate from Starbucks. and a wide, golden hay field for my inspiration to run amok.
most of our lives are spent in restraint.
you operate and motivate on synthetic fuel you're mother nature and an atom bomb so set me free, set me free cause i think you need my soul.
perfection at 8:51 PM
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Wednesday, April 01, 2009
i so need to work on my lower range.
no tight, no tight. no control, no control. no matter the number of playbacks. i am powerless to change anything. but it doesnt stop me from trying.
too fast, too furious. hop aboard the joyride.
now now, kids. dont be selfish.
we are programmed for complexity, as stated in development psychology. but as we get older, the ability to suppress this complexity becomes more advanced. so we actually have the choice to turn out as nice, happy people.
possible thesis questions. purely serving as reminders. why are people less inhibited and more transparent at night? there are cognitive benefits for a multi-linguist, so do these benefits apply to multi-instrumentalists as well?
late bloomers in autumn. a necessary lacking, or an imposed one.
i should blues up my portfolio.
its later than a deuce of ticks your broken heart, it needs a fix you're feeding off a high that would not last so kiss your past goodbye.
perfection at 11:59 PM
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theTUNES.
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theMUSICIAN.
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